Again

It was months ago when i updating my blog...

Ya, here's the last night at home. Although i was praying to not let this day to come, it has arrive. Packing as usual, but something different is ____. Sky had left, Ivy flow, Munyin, Michael Lee, Evonne, Nicole, Eugenie too. Who will be the next? Joann? Min Whui? Feel so unsafe when they all are far far away from me. How about others? Connie, Chuyee, Kholi, Yilin, Sarah, Kitmun, Yinhui, guai shu shu HueyMeing, Julia, Horkar, and etc. Hope to see them soon, but when will it be? I miss the past when we make noise in class, let teachers scold us, running on the field, challenging 16 rounds test, sukan tara, marching, softball, handball, basketball, swimming, acrobats, netball, high jump, long jump, lontar peluru, ribbon dance, supporting the four singer from our class, sport day, dancing, sleeping in the lab, ponteng with 'kapten', camping, organize event, group work, extraordinary drama performance, trip, cry together, smile together, make the male teacher feel shy, eating behind Miss Thein during Add Math time, starwalk, international run, sing together, hiking, practicing for competition in China, Genting and Penang, decorating our aquarium, chit-chatting in the canteen, grow up together and all my memories in AMC for 13 years. It makes who i am now. And most importantly, our friendship. Some even more than 15 years. I appreciate it. It is my pleasures to meet you all, my dear friends from AMC...

A 'W' Sign

The letters that the stars created in the night sky

I still believe that it is nit just by chance

In the same darkness, in the same distance

We are painting the W in the same way

We will shine more and more so that you can find us

Keep in mind that I love you

I wish...

Our path will cross again, I am thinking about you every time i close my eyes, you're everything

It is still natural that you are by our side

We can only wish that you are happy

We will climb our stairs one by one

We are still waiting for you, imagining our future

I wish...

Our path will cross again, I am thinking about you every time i close my eyes, you're everything

It is still natural that you are by our side

We will keep you a place here, until the day we can meet again

We believe that we can laugh together with you once again

You're my love

Please hold on

Even when the days pass by, and that there may be pains

You are always our pride

the words that murmured to the stars shining in the night sky

We still believe that it is not a Good bye

Under the same sky, dreaming that same dream

We are still searching for the W

We will always shine in the same shape

Keep in mind that I love you

I want to see you, see you

Although a 'W' may be doesn't mean anything to most of the people, for me, it does mean a lot. It is a signature of a Cassiopeia. It is how a Cassiopeia look like in the dark sky. I truly believe that they can keep on shining forever. Although without five of them , we will wait in passion. The spirit will always keep in our soul.

Always keep the faith!!! My TVXQ

Emo?

Read something that freeze my heart again. I shouldn't have that curiosity to click on that link. I shouldn't have read that passage. And now i emo again. What for to emo because of it? But i can't control myself. May be I still can't let go. But soon or later, I will. I trust myself!

I wonder what friendship mean to you, is it so easy to break a friend's heart? Or dump him/her half way in your journey? I really feel cool and shivering when I know that you still can smile when you lost a friend. Is that call cold-blooded or I should say you are childish?

Anywhere, it has come to this end and it should be end like that, we should not change the ending, and let the ending end there forever...

Random (3)

Once upon a time, i treat you as my true friend like how i treat the others. I trade my heart with you. When you are sad, i comfort you. When you are happy, we share the joy. When you are down, i promise to be at your side no matter midnight or daytime. I always forgive you when you said something that hurt my feeling, as i know that you doesn't mean it. When people said something to hurt you, i put all my effort to protect and defend you. But at the end what do i receive? Blaming from you? Hating from you? I confuse what a 'friend' defined in your heart. Anywhere, i didn't regret to meet you. Hope you will be fine on the day without me as your friend anymore.

Take care~

Never ever gonna drop a tear because of you. Jerk!!!

You successfully make me ANGRY!!!!

Watch OUT!!!

Holiday vs No Holiday

Great time always passed faster than what you imagine. My holiday just ended and i have to start my busy life again. Facing test and reports due date. Luckily i manage to complete all of them in time.

I been to somewhere near Siburan with Henry, Benji, Denis and Teck Ang last Saturday. We climbed mountain and took a visit to crocodile farm. That was the first time i saw so many crocodiles in front of me. The trip was quit fun, except that Benji injured his face. Really feel nausea when i see the blood. Luckily only injured a small part above his right eye.

Finish a whole series of drama in a few days time, it was nice to watch but i told myself not to watch any series anymore before i end this semester because i didn't do any revision or study in this whole week of holiday.

The second half of my degree first semester started, and i got all my marks for the test. Still satisfy with it, except for programming and electronics system, i can't imagine i have done so many careless mistakes for both of the test. Really feel like killing myself. But luckily i still pass all of the test. For my drawing test, the marks are posted out in a table form and everybody can see your mark through blackboard. I hate this kind of system! I don't like to let people compare my marks!

Programming's test is coming and i am still very blur in this subject. What can i do? Of course i need practice. Will start working out tomorrow, but let me enjoy tonight first.

Aza aza Hwaiting!!!^.^