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Once upon a time, i treat you as my true friend like how i treat the others. I trade my heart with you. When you are sad, i comfort you. When you are happy, we share the joy. When you are down, i promise to be at your side no matter midnight or daytime. I always forgive you when you said something that hurt my feeling, as i know that you doesn't mean it. When people said something to hurt you, i put all my effort to protect and defend you. But at the end what do i receive? Blaming from you? Hating from you? I confuse what a 'friend' defined in your heart. Anywhere, i didn't regret to meet you. Hope you will be fine on the day without me as your friend anymore.

Take care~

Never ever gonna drop a tear because of you. Jerk!!!

You successfully make me ANGRY!!!!

Watch OUT!!!

Holiday vs No Holiday

Great time always passed faster than what you imagine. My holiday just ended and i have to start my busy life again. Facing test and reports due date. Luckily i manage to complete all of them in time.

I been to somewhere near Siburan with Henry, Benji, Denis and Teck Ang last Saturday. We climbed mountain and took a visit to crocodile farm. That was the first time i saw so many crocodiles in front of me. The trip was quit fun, except that Benji injured his face. Really feel nausea when i see the blood. Luckily only injured a small part above his right eye.

Finish a whole series of drama in a few days time, it was nice to watch but i told myself not to watch any series anymore before i end this semester because i didn't do any revision or study in this whole week of holiday.

The second half of my degree first semester started, and i got all my marks for the test. Still satisfy with it, except for programming and electronics system, i can't imagine i have done so many careless mistakes for both of the test. Really feel like killing myself. But luckily i still pass all of the test. For my drawing test, the marks are posted out in a table form and everybody can see your mark through blackboard. I hate this kind of system! I don't like to let people compare my marks!

Programming's test is coming and i am still very blur in this subject. What can i do? Of course i need practice. Will start working out tomorrow, but let me enjoy tonight first.

Aza aza Hwaiting!!!^.^

Emo emo

I told myself not to emo, but i failed. I emo again. This time i found another way to express it. I brought my umbrella and start my journey to Tabuan Jaya alone. On the way, i heard "Hello" from stranger and motorcar rider. Of course i ignore it, but i feel scary about that.

At Tabuan there, I bought myself a pair of shoe. Although it is not what branded stuff, but i already feel happy because i had been searching for that kind of shoe tonnes of years and at last, i found it. What a miracle. Hahaz. Hopefully i got chance to wear it to campus one day. ^^

Finally, emo gone. But i wouldn't stop buying shoe as there are still many kind of shoe that i want to own.

Wonder which pair of Shoe can accompany me until i finish my Journey...

Doubt

Sometimes, something i should let it be. Let the doubt be doubt forever. I am tired of explanation. Nobody will understand you, and they wouldn't change their mind on you. The most important thing is you know what are you doing and that's enough. Explanation is useless. I should learn to live for myself.

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Wake up in the morning, nothing to do, but want to finish my Japanese Drama- Hard to Say I Love You. Sometimes, it is very difficult to say out something that you really mean it. As shown in the drama, all the characters had made the same mistake, however, they realize at the end. How i wish people around me will realize it before it is to late, but it is depends on whether the timing will arrive or not.

My mom call me this morning, i didn't tell her that i am on my mid-semester break. May be in deep of my heart i don't feel like going back Ipoh. I want to stay here with no reason as most of my neighbours left. May be this is the time for my to settle down my everything. I told her my terrible marks for programming. Surprisingly she din scold me, but she said: "As long as u pass it."Wow, I can't imagine that was her who said that out. Indeed, is her.

Most of the time, I am the one who push myself to hard, may be because of my clever sister. I want to be the same as her. I rushing non-stop, following her back. May be I already pass over her, but i didn't realize it. It's time to set myself free. I should spend more time on other stuff. I promise Henry to join the first aid volunteer for the sport carnival. It is a good starting. I don't want to waste my time anymore, as i had spent more then one year for rusting in my room. It's time to work out. I want to go back to my busy life during secondary school. Although it is tiring, but i learned so much form that.

PK879, is time to send you back to me!!!^^

Gambateh kudasai!!!