Tell me if you think that I am annoying. Don't be so cold to me. Don't ignore me. Don't hide from me. Don't lie to me. My heart can't stand it.

Everybody started to do their tutorials, why am I still wasting my time here? Hmm... I still in holiday mood. Haiz. Carmen Carmen, is time to work hard, work for your dream, fight for it. This is your 3rd year, u r dong honour subjects. Please don't let yourself and others people down. Fighting!

Why on earth there is the word 'why'. Why everything needs to be complicated. Aren't simplicity is the great happiness? Why things need to go across the boundary. Why do people like to ask why, and why there is no perfect answer for every question? So, why do we ask? Cause there is always an answer expected by us. And the candidate always fail to score a good grade in those exam. That's why the world is complicated, human's heart are not as simple as what we studied in science. As well as human's brain. No perfect guy in the world, same to girl.

Everything is tangled.

I did what u asked me to do. U said u want my help, and i am trying to help. But how about now? Do you still need it? I dunno. Coz i cant get any reply from u. Do u happy? What do u feel when u see it? Or u just think tat i am annoying? Do u still appreciate it? I feel like it is just some stupid thing that i am doing it everyday and it is just all by myself. I doubted.

What you done to me, is just like what I did to him. Nobody deserve that. So sorry and please forgive me. Maybe this is the punishment for me. I will take it. And forgive it too.

Guess you don't really know how i feel now, and you don't really care about it. Fine. I will be happy. I will try to.

Happy Holiday!!! =)

I want to overcome the 9 fears on me:

1. FEAR OF LETTING GO
2. FEAR OF CHANGE
3. FEAR OF FAILURE
4. FEAR OF BEING DIFFERENT
5. FEAR OF UNLEASHING OUR HIDDEN POTENTIAL
6. FEAR OF NOT BEING ABLE TO LIVE UP TO OTHER PEOPLE’S EXPECTATIONS
7. FEAR OF BEING LONELY
8. FEAR OF LOSING A LOVED ONE
9. FEAR OF DYING


And the first thing I need to do is DO NOT FEAR TO OVERCOME!!!

Aza aza fighting!!!

Panic! Tuesday will be my math test, and I can't even concentrate now! Shit! What I suppose to do? Tell me! Anyone? I just need a response from you.

Its hurt!
Damn hurt!
Very hurt!

These days, you are getting important...

Ya, i screwed up my rehearsal for management presentation this Saturday. So what? It is just a rehearsal. I promise myself I will do my best for the real presentation. Fighting! Fighting! Fighting!

Happy? Emo? Interesting? Boring? Stressful? Awkward? Tired? Crazy? Helpless?

Dunno how to describe my day, good day or bad day. Still a day. Too many stuff happen today. Hard to remember and yet not that easy to forget. And what i feel is I am TIRED now! =.=

Good Night, World....