Last day of November, i lost too much in this month, either money or stuff, even something and someone that can not be return. But i gain too. It is a month that fill with joy, happiness, sad, emoness, tears and smiles. Glad that i still have friends that will listen to me when i am loss and helpless. I will stay strong for the coming days. Thanks for the supports and words from you all. ^^

I try to be strong for too long, and i try to be happy to face all the obstacles in my life.

I start to think mature since i am stardard six.

I done everything that won make my parents worry about me.

I maka ppl around me feel happy and great.

But how about myself? Am I happy?

I dunno.

Can i cry when i am sad?

Why am I asking other ppl whether i can cry?

Because i lost myself.

I realize that I too care about ppl around me,

and I forgot that i am also a human being....

You Are The Apple Of My Eyes

Finally i watched this movie. Waited for more than half a year already. Watched it with Zhi Yong, Benji and of course my precious roommate. Such a nice movie. Feel so happy tonight. Actually i hope to watch it with more people, then only we can have that "feel". If somebody ask me to watch again, may be i will go with them. Haha.

Think of him again. A person that will always in my mind and I will never forget. I regret that I didn't accept his invitation. I regret that I push him at the staircase beside the basketball court. However, it is still an unforgettable memories to me. Although it becomes the past, i will keep this memorable moment on my mind. How are u? Wish you doing fine out there. I am fine here. :)

p/s: Happy Single Day(11.11.11)

A Bad Day? Perhaps There Will be Better Day Tomorrow

Went to campus at 8am today... Took a bowl of BBQ bihun at cafeteria. Then start to do our lab reports at open lab... Draw the multisim with a lot of hard work with yong hao, and yet the result deosn't match the theoretical value. Conclusion, din finish one of the reportS.. All stopped half way. Why these reports so hard to do? I hate electric!

My Dell adapter officially announce his death. RIP my dearest adapter which accompany me when ever I am lonely and emo this two years in Kuching. Sob sob. Why i leave me at this important timing? Why? Why? Why?

Tricked by the Watson today. 20% discount and the price is RM23. Yet, they charge me RM29.95 for it. Shit. I should have return back that item and ask them to refund. One happy thing for today is, finally i found the file that i want at Popular. Left with two pink files only. How lucky am I to get it on time. Thanks ah gong who decided to go Boulevard today.

Still, it can't cheer me up cause I really need my laptop to finish my Multisim, lab reports, c programming assignment. Without it, i really can't do anything. God please let me get the adapter as soon as possible. Pray pray pray.

Said something that make me regret again. Why i can't filter my words before i speak it out? Haiz, such a loser in social although I always get praised by the others that my social skill is very good. Now I wonder are they lying to me all this time.

At last i know how my ah ma look like today. Went Mcd and Boulevard with her and ah gong. She is such a nice person. Never predict that we start to gossip about 'someone' although we just know each other. Hehe.

Luckily I got a good sister, she promise to sponsor me RM50 for the adapter. Although it is only 1/3 of the actual price, i am very happy with it. Someone wishing me good luck for tomorrow. Hopefully it will really come true. I should be positive.

p/s: Thing goes right when you reach the end. =)

Realize that my blog full of my negative posts, LOL. So, i decided to write something that is positive.

Feel so happy these few days although there are non-stop of class test and quiz going on, i have to tell the world that "NO MORE TEST" for the moment. But still, is a big relief for me. At last, i can sit down in front of my laptop and finish my drama and others tv programs.

I think i found the happiest things in Kuching. Stop feeling emo and boring. Sometimes, friends can make u laugh non-stop and it chases all your emo-ness and stress away. Feel so great to hang out again with my sakai gang at Mcd last week. It is the best moment for me this semester. And i hope this feeling will continue until I finish my degree here. Am i too greedy? =P

Apart of the sakai gang, i feel like i got more friends this semester. Although i meet them two years ago, i just feel that we all getting closer these days. Feel great to have them who paint my degree life with beautiful color. Thanks for that. =)

Listening to TVXQ's songs now. I miss them so much. Hopefully JYJ's hope will come true. God please let them meet again. It is a wish from all the Cassiopeia.*Cross my fingers and pray*

My eczema getting serious these days. Is it because I stop the medicine? Or because of stress?Anywhere, hope to end this semester faster, then only i can go home to consult a better doctor. I still hope there will be some cures, although i know it is almost impossible as my sister told me so and those information that i got from the internet. But I should think positively, cause never try never know. I hope my skin's condition will be better this coming CNY, so that i can be a pretty girl again =)