Iced Mountain

Just saw Marilyn's post about iced mountain on facebook. Still remember that i told somene i want to be an iced mountain last year. I was successful, but this is no longer true when you step into my life. Do not realized how and why you can step into my world so easily without notification. I lose, lose to you. Totally. My mountain had melted by you. I can't wear my mask in front of you. No, is you who have the power which can tear my mask away. That is the real me that you have found out. What should i do? Should i freeze myself back or just let it melt? I really confuse, confuse about what is happening around me. I can't differentiate what is real and what is fake. Please, i need a light which can led my way, I don't want just to stand here and wait for the truth to reveal. I don't want to guess it. I an tired.